I used to cover my hands In the mud of the mountains, Snatch the setting June sun And watch it glow in my fist.
I remember the sounds: Lighting bug wings tapping, The sealed jar lid, Flopping on their backs, Sliding down the transparent glass. The howl of a distant whistle, The echo of laughter, Illusions of liberty.
In this valley between mountains, We’re taught to extinguish freedom. We learn what was wild is wonderful Only if it can be bottled, Burned, mined, or mounted.
When the neighborhood sleeps, The lightening bugs scatter, To somewhere past the tracks, Seeking taller grass. Or high into the cloudless constellations, The heavenly arboretum.
Come sunrise. The abandoned jars Collect dew on the front porch. The mountain trees weep, With mourning light.
We’re promised, Scholarships and homecomings, Welcome signs and wilderness.
But we do not learn to fly. We do not know We too are winged creatures. We do not know The laughter echoes at us.
Scholars, pressure us into diamonds. Wash our hands of the dust.
I cannot recall when last I saw, Trees filled with blinking lights, Fairies suspended in the Potomac fog. Or when last I reached, Palms down, into the Appalachian dirt.
I learn To spit upon the ground. And hate the land that raised me, To speak snobbish words, To release bitter anger.
We learn resentment. We are taught to laugh. And for a moment, When we find our noses in dictionaries, Teaching our tongues not to trip, We choose to forget.
The wise mountain asks, Who do you think you are? And the aching of my heart, Teaches me that I have been unkind.
All I stand to lose is dirt, River rocks and storm-blown branches, Wind chimes and tumbling leaves. If I leave, All I stand to lose Is everything.
The free fireflies fall from the skies, The grass hugs my ankles in apology. The stars align a new way. Another train departs, And I stay.
For there will always be fireflies In the valley between mountains. I lean against the sweet Maple And forgive. I open the jar lid, And let go.
Bad Decision Brew Sydney Barmoy
I am a tea bag of poor decisions and the only thing worse than shitty tea, is shitty cold tea. Loose leaf sanity seeping out of the holes burned in my skull, the resulting caustic concoction left unattended for too long. More harmful to drink without sympathetic sugar cubes.
The Hills Have Their Secrets Rachel Schlosser
The grass tickled Her palms and ankles.
She and the boy sat close, But not touching.
Young and curious. Why do adults kiss? Was it magic?
What did he think?
They agreed it would need to last a couple of seconds to see if the magic worked.
She watched his freckles blur. They were cute, like stars.
They pulled apart. It was nothing special. It was just skin against skin. There is no taste of danger; the adults had not seeing them.
It was muddy under her palms. It rained the night before.
Love Poem Micaiah Fetz
It should be powerful, all consuming wanting to smell the balm on his beard to feel his warmth close to me hear his laugh, his chuckle it calms and empowers inspires to dream and I mean really dream of wealth and giving ourselves everything we never had to turn wishes into something more me loving him unlike his last him trusting like he never thought he could it shows the day we’ll be powerful that cinnamon smelling balm
Panties Josh Wilson
Bleak afternoon light through the window shines along that empty dent on the mattress, now a cradle of despair without the warm pink shape of her lying there. I wake from dreams and find Them wadded on the floor, frilly and fragile, a sensuous red curl like a love mark I pick up and as their silk flutters through my fingers, I see her shadow, a love-mad ghost that dances across the wall, and I remember the hasty, breathless moment she slid them down her thighs and tossed them there.
Untitled Poems Jayna Raines
"Never trust a boy With eyes made Of sea glass And ocean waves He will make you feel like Bursts of color Before he suddenly Renders you colorblind.”
“Your presence fills me With empty calories. It tastes sweet, But isn’t enough To keep me satisfied.”
“I know I have caused pain, Anger, And confusion. I have created tears And scalded others With my fire. I hope to find That I’ve healed more Than I’ve destroyed.”
“You blend in So well with my dreams That I’d nearly forgotten Your nightmarish tendencies.”
Summertime Sadness Rachel Schlosser
My aunt whispers, he’s looking at you. He should be. Wrapped up in sweet shyness, without falsehood, I’m more woman than those other girls. Water dripping down exposed legs, down new me’s new skin-tight, but modest bathing suit—sea foam green, boy shorts, tank top—even tighter, because of water and warm, sweet summer. This image made more tantalizing, Because of its modesty. I lick my lemonade lips after a sip. It reveals just a hint of what he could have had. This is his summertime sadness.
Mama Blaire
Do you know, did you know, About the girl buried in stone? She's your daughter, see, and she's angry, burning, trying to erupt and love herself to death. You don't even know she's there, and you'd hate her if you did. Soot blankets the sky, mama, and you're hitting the breaking point. You'll want to stay in the ashes, but she'll break free without you. The rubble will fall, the sky will clear. She'll see her future for miles around her and never look back.
Status Quo T. Scott Crosser
Seen, but unseen I remain frozen by self-made shackles, longing to reach out to those who have broken free, all the while refusing to use the key, dangling within my grasp.
An·ec•dote Sidonie Brown
Girl You have become undone Once tightly strung And now You are barely one piece Girl Who got into -what? When Did you lose yourself? Needless to ask Why Needles and thread Would make you You again Porcelain to Rag Doll
Behind her smile after There Was a Child Went Forth by Walt Whitman Maeci Curtis
There was a child went forth every day, And the first object she looked upon, she became, A broken razor became a part of this child. And the harsh, scornful words set upon her, and the marks left on her body, and the sounds of a noisy brawl just above her ceiling, and the feelings of depression and low self-esteem and the breaking heart within her chest. And the reminiscent pieces of her past, and the lonely room while other kids got to take their naps, and the large bed only she laid in, and the strange man at the end of it, and the strange moans he muttered silently. And the plates crashing into the wall, and the sounds of another hole in another wall, and the sharp ringing of a mirror being broken, and the bright flashing of red, blue and white lights in the driveway. And her siblings hiding themselves so others wouldn't notice their facades hiding their fears And the monochrome days, their violent apexes all became part of her. Her desperate, fruitless efforts and those of the therapist, and the legal papers she had to sign, and the computer on which she typed in information, and the toys by the book case. And the riding home from the counseling center when she had just spent an hour playing with sand and answering questions about the past and the heavy black weights that dragged from her ankles everywhere she walked. And the indifferent people that passed and the ambivalent looks on their faces. And the abundance of purple dead nettles wherever she walked, and the faint yellow lines on the roads, and the potholes that made the car jerk, and the dull grey clouds covering the sun. And all the changes of nature and weather wherever she went. Her own parents, gave this child more of themselves the mother at home cooking dinner on the stove. The mother with fine brown hair, light brown eyes, her body stout, and fierce demeanor, a frightened mother trying to obey her husband and standing silent as she watches abuse. The father strong, powerful, mean, oblivious to his illness, angry, temperamental. The many objects broken from being thrown, the dread of coming home, the dull colors of the two story house, the pale cream colored walls, forgiveness that will not be seeked, The questioning of actions and the thoughts of self-hate, the curious children wondering if this is normal and if other children have the same lives? Living and prospering in the world, if they are not achievable or enjoyable, what are they? The scars themselves and the emotional pain of the past, and the grass in the front yard had one in common, they’re always there, they can hide, but they’re always there. The antique gates of the neighborhood, always open, like the wounds of her past, the long row of trees as she enters which suffocate her, the steep hill on which her house rests upon, she has fallen down many times. The gorgeous illuminating sunset on the water seen from the highest hill in the neighborhood, the water in between. The monotonous patterns of the streets, the old dilapidated houses, the old prosperous pear tree, the old cars driving on the old dirt roads and the edges of the main road or boats seen on the water, many miles off. The yellow lab that ran out the door to a nearby road where a van was speeding down, the thump of the collision, the whining. The child running now, crying, the limping lab, resting by her side, licking her at first, then nothing. The patch of fresh, brown dirt in the front yard, stillness of the night, carried away by gentle sobs, the blame and guilt all like the dirt on the grave.
Pen Skyleur Watkins
For so long I wondered what for A purpose was hidden behind a closed door Only a matured mind could understand A golden door needs a mighty hand
The matter of time and tears rang a bell Three fingers are a magical spell Wishing to poke hesitant souls Diverse thoughts will unfold
As they can be delivered in many ways My work is in a phase Breathing in the ink as if it were oxygen Powerful pages to hold hostages
Always Greener Ross Clapsaddle
To settle is a simple task with feet planted in growth. The foreign lawn now brown – Drought inflicted, infected with reflections. Broken shimmers from shards of hope.
Tending to one’s own garden softens soil, sharpens blades. Distant lights, once illuminated by “What if?” Cut off.
Still between us, riddled with spots of leftover fate that it spat in predestined directions, is the fence. Dividing split decisions. Picking sides. The other – always greener when you’re past your prime.
Ancient Metaphors Paula Navarro
To know you as I do I had to have been buried with you graveyard dirt and rain bound us together and now the sun and moon know our names
Beseech me to open the skies part waters and bend the trees have my left arm be the axis on which the world turns and my right be from which I hang fruit above the desert tell me to drop it all and I shall
your breast is the mouth of the river your legs, the roots below as long as you breathe I can eat as long as you bloom I can move
fires spark in your name clouds form to emulate your love the wind moves to your sighs
make me the ever-fixed mark I shall pick the brightest stars and construct a constellation to wrap around you at night for no nature's law can keep my adoration at bay
Smoke Signals Alexander Drolet
We live across a canyon A river at the bottom with waves so strong That it consumes all who dare cross. We cannot speak for our tongues defy What goes through our minds. So we use smoke signals Everyday until each ember fades. I say how I want to be with you To know a connection that I have never felt. As you reply, I feel puzzled For all I see is a smoking babble.
We live across a canyon Ashes of effort on each side.
Untitled and Unclaimed Anonymous
I. Tamam shud, his name is Lost in the sands of The beach on which his Death throes were ignored.
II. Boy in a box, found in Philly First by a trapper who Didn’t report it. Afraid The cops’d take His muskrat traps.
III. Little Miss Lake Panasoffkee Wasn’t in Florida too long Before her murder. Could’ve Been Greek. Never found a Name, just a belt wrapped round Her neck in the lake.
IV. Ishi, his name is Unable to be given in the absence of A fellow Yahi to speak it for him; The countrymen of their Killers named him Man.
As the Lion Lay Dying Alex McAfee
he thinks of the wet seasons he spent basking in the spears of light that illuminated and silhouetted the distant acacia trees.
Beneath the sheltering green lies the hyena, spotted with bite marks and stripped with scars. She dyes her pelt, licking her wounds and remembers the lion.
With age, his teeth have cracked. With time, her limp has worsened. Together, they hunted softer And slower flesh.
Soft meat seeks comfort in numbers And claws of stone and metal.
The storm passes as the lovers’ Memories fade in The mist that heralds dawn.
ZESTY FLOUR Breanna Santana
Pop’s got his boxers in a twist-- knot like vice around his scrotum-- hot air out his rectum like a steam boat that lost its port but keeps chugging to sandy shore, too gritty for fluid docking.
Grannie says “your banana‘s not so ripe anymore”. Bet she thinks that a bitter blue pill will go down much better the second time. Blow him up like a balloon animal and lay him on sandpaper planes.
He’s looking at American Gothic, jealous that the farmer’s pitchfork stays so sharp. How hasn’t he driven it into her head? The hand Pop’s been dealt doesn’t grasp onto hay like it used to. Now he’s got particles scattered on his corduroy pants and paper back romances mold in her nightstand but inspired by a glistening captain, she’s smoldering come hithers and flutterin’ in her knickers—dammit Pop let’s try.
Jump, Man T. Scott Crosser
It ain’t easy when you’re a player 2. Many times have I heard that.
If I had a coin for every time I did, I could probably afford a vacation home on that one sunshine island resort.
Sure, would beat all those haunted mansions. Though to be fair I could probably earn the money myself, gold grows practically
on trees in this kingdom. But, the issue here is that people see me as the second banana (not now
DK) and they think that’s a bad thing, that I’m doomed to a life of poison mushrooms and being pelted
by blue shells. But, here’s the thing: you never have to worry about blue shells when you’re not in the lead.
When you’re number 1 the only thing you get are banana peels and the occasional green shell, you never get your hands
on a triple red or especially a star. When the big king comes a knocking and the princess starts her shouting no one buries you
with their expectations when it’s your feet that always hit the trail after your brother. No one expects you
to brave dry bone chilling tundras or volcanoes so hot that a doted eye red flower would turn to ash. Instead, they expect you
to stay out of the way and let the professional take care of things. And hey, when his odysseys consist of
man eating plants and literal bottomless pits is that really such a bad thing? So next time you think that I got it worse than a troopa kicked between two pipes, don’t fret, even though I may have won the stache
genetic lottery, it’s my brother’s face that everyone turns towards when the day needs saving. So, take my advice:
there’s no need to be super when you can just be a brother.
Poison Skyleur Watkins
Love is poison sinking deep in my veins Like jumping to an everlasting fall As the breeze runs through my body of pain An end to come but I long for your call
No man with a rubber hand can heal you Pain creeps faster than the body can feel Time is passing and still I long for you As the clock ticks, I know that this is true
When all else disappears, I won't shed tears Who would dare put materials above? And still I fall but never with my fears Even when it hurts, diagnose me love In a world of sorrow where love is lost Still I love, still I love I pay the cost
Barroom Canker Sore Josh Wilson
He noticed what might have been a slit in the back of her mouth during a tongue-kiss.
He thought it tasted like iron, that familiar metallic bite of a blood blister.
It didn’t really bother him, not until he felt it open, soft flaps like parted
lips in a sigh that his tongue probed and felt a brittle nest of tiny teeth inside.
Horror flooded in frantic and he fled, the woman’s face a blurred afterimage steaked in the bar’s sleazy neon and dappled
shadows. But he still awakes every so often to the muttering traffic on the interstate outside whatever motel room he crawled into, the memory dusty moth wings that stirred his dreaming brain, remembering the woman and
what it had been like to kiss a girl and taste someone else.
I Will Wait Sidonie Brown
I will... Wait for you to come back When you think you have to go Leave the porch light on When you feel that you're lost When you need refuge A temporary home I will take my clothes And use their threads to To make you more Wait for you to love me Almost exactly as I do you Tend to injuries that were inflicted That I didn’t place on you I would do so much And wonder “would you?” Die with disappointment waiting for a “yes” But I would For you...